Srinagar, Aug. 1 -- By Khushboo Javed

For a woman who sees a lot of dreams, sometimes the snippets of the tomorrow, oddly none of my dreams predicted Aziza Nani's death, not even that day.

Maybe because when recently I was reading a spiritual novel and the author presented the death of a loved one to the protagonist through the Qur'an, I said that the author had totally misinterpreted God's way of conducting His business. God does not give anyone such a vivid prediction for a tragedy.

Away from home that morning when unexpectedly I received the phone call of her death, I thought I was steady. But I was wrong.

I had merely switched to functional anxiety, and thus it continues to be.

I had to repeat my wazu thrice. I did not cry but wh...