United Kingdom, April 17 -- Liam Payne's sister feels "homesick" for the life she had before his death.

The One Direction singer passed away in October 2024 at the age of 31 after falling from his hotel balcony in Argentina and now Ruth Gibbins has reflected on the 18 months since the tragedy and admitted she is "struggling" to live without him in her life.

She wrote on her Instagram Story: "18 months without you, it feels impossible to be a sentence, yet here we are.

"Healing is such a tricky thing to navigate. I can't return to who I was before, because grief has changed my outlook that I could never be that person again, but then I get sad Liam will never know me who appeared after his death.

"And then the main part of me is so hom...