Nepal, Sept. 24 -- This is one of the rare occasions when I must write a column in first-person singular. The third person, composed and distant, serves quite well in scrutinising events. A review of the context and content is also possible with some detachment. Prognosis of likely consequences requires some objectivity. But bare facts cannot hold tremors of individual torment. Grief, bewilderment and perplexity are emotions that demand involvement, especially when reflections turn to lament.

Like many others, I was unable to make any sense of the senselessness that engulfed the socio-political economy of the country after the youth-led protests on September 8 and 9, 2025. The aftermath of the protest has left 74 confirmed dead and over ...