United Kingdom, Sept. 1 -- Gwyneth Paltrow doesn't think people will "understand" her until she is "dead".

The 52-year-old actress and wellness guru is baffled by the "narrative" surrounding her persona because she often has "no idea" why people have drawn

certain conclusions about her and she finds some aspects of her public image hurtful.

Speaking in a teaser clip for her appearance on The Cutting Room Floor podcast, she said: "No one will understand me until I'm dead.

"I have never created my own narrative. I'm aware that that exists.

"But I have had a really strange life in this respect. Like, imagine being an actual person and know that people are characterizing you in a way and you can't understand how they arrived at that narr...